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|Thursday, November 30th, 2006|
Now she's taken the hope away too. Current Mood: Destroyed
|Tuesday, November 7th, 2006|
Tell me I'm beautiful, and I will be yours forever!
|Sunday, November 5th, 2006|
She's leaving, following she who sets examples. She says she doesn't know yet, but she's just sparing my feelings and she knows I can tell. I'm not mad; I won't resent her. It's her decision to make and neither should I have a bearing on it, nor it on me. Still, it's saddening and a little scary. Who's next? Me? My best friend? My father figure? I pray that they open their eyes soon, because I don't want to go through the rest of my life without them. Not to say that I definitely wouldn't, but it would really be so much easier and happier if they were with me. It feels now like they are both dying and I can't stand that I don't have the power to help. All I can do is rely on the only personnage who has such power. I pray for His strength and guidance to be with the both of you. Should either of you decide to return, I promise to be the first to give you a tearful welcome. I beg you to meditate on the full weight of your decisions and to never forget us, your family. We are always here for you. Goodbye, dearest sisters.
|Tuesday, October 31st, 2006|
"Let your water source prove to be blessed, and refjoice with the wife of your youth, a lovable hind and a charming mountain goat. Let her own breasts intoxicate you at all times. With her love may you be in an ecstasy constantly." - Proverbs 5:18,19
"'You are my witnesses,' is the utterance of Jehovah, 'even my servant whom I have chosen, in order that you may know and have faith in me, and that you may understand that I am the same One. Before me there was no God formed and after me there continued to be none.'" -Isaiah 43:10
|Wednesday, August 30th, 2006|
Back from the hospital. Looks like my week is going to be just like Ted's. lol.
Cathiterization showed all major arteries 99-100% blocked(HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?!). It's too risky to put the defibrilator in now, so they are moving him to Providence for the bypass surgey. If all goes well, he won't even need the defibrilator after all. My mom has to work tomorow, so my uncle is going to take me in the morning. At least we won't have to wake up super early this time. Current Mood: sleepy
|Monday, August 28th, 2006|
AP English with Mrs. Shuell
Humanities with TREXLER!
AP Calculus with Ms. Wilcher
Team Sports with Mr. Hurley (subject to change if I have anything to say about it)
Lunch with friends
Electronics/Robotics with Minnick
Government with Mr. Wilson
|Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006|
I finally got a new phone. Un-lim-it-ed texts and minutes inside of Metro Detroit. And I'm never going to leave, so HA.
|Saturday, August 19th, 2006|
Went out to dinner with my mom's boss at Gourmet Buffet across from Twelve Oaks. STUFFED myself. On the way home, mommy decided to stop at Blockbuster where I met Craig, Mike, Sarah, and I think I caught a glimpse of Stacey. Sorry that I wasn't rightly disposed to carry on a conversation, but like I said, I was STUFFED. lol. My bad. See half of everyone on Tuesday for registration!
|Thursday, August 17th, 2006|
I need some new musaque. Post some bands and a description of their sound for me please!
I got the Michigan Merit Award!! $3000 towards college.
Mom and dad are a kidney match, but not a blood match. It looks like dialysis until his weak little heart gives out.
|Sunday, August 13th, 2006|
With everything that's been going on, I forgot that I had to start school again soon.
My boss said that the co-op is probably going to be open during the school year as well, so if I do FIRST this year, I'll probably only be able to commit to building the website. I'm sure Minnick will understand.
Mommy's blood pressure test thinkgy went fine, so tomorow, they're going to cross-match her blood with dad's blood and see how they react with each other. If that goes well, I think they'll schedule the transplant.
*Begin Jehovah's Witness terminology*
I'm pioneering this month!!! FINALLY!!!!!!! I usually do it in July, but this kidney business had my mother's schedule all out of whack. But then I found out we don't go back until September, leaving August wide open. I'm so happy! I got to go out with people I've never had the chance to work with before. Turns out Ashley is only 19. :) heh. I placed a few books and made some return visits I have to remember to get to. I wish we would stop working up around 15 mile. I don't have any calls closer by.
I think I'm being considered for the position of Ministerial Servant. Here's hoping that I actually qualify. I don't personally think I deserve to be one, but it seems like everybody else holds me in higher esteem. Other than that, I'm going to be the reader for the Watchtower soon. :)
Arianna's back at the Hall. I forget whether she's baptized...
Played volleyball again today with some of the congregation. Our last two games were kids versus parents. Each side won a game, then the adults quit. lol. I guess they had to lube up their joints.
I was recently given a few new responsibilities! I hope I'm capable enough to handle them...
I'm over the shock of her reproval and she has found the way to smile again. I'm glad.
*End Witness terminology*
Kimberly has been visiting (mainly to do her laundry). She was given a PS2 and I think a Gamecube by some of her friends. I swear if it's Lucifer, I'm kickin' him in the satchell. (yes, his real name is Lucifer; we just call him Luke. lol. His name is a Biblical oxymoron.)
Turns out I still rule Melee. 3-on-1 and I didn't lose a life. Rematch! (Ted, Amy, and Stephen)
I think I love MetroPCS. I usually don't go out of state, so the cheapest plan was fine and I'm unlimited!
Summer is GREAT! But, school gives me something to do with my time. This year, I will WORK. I will be the "smart kid" again. I will piss you all off with my achievments and you will conspire against me. Get ready for some competition!
|Saturday, August 5th, 2006|
|Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006|
...she was reproved...and I don't know what to say Current Mood: blank
|Tuesday, August 1st, 2006|
Yesterday I helped my boss move and build a couple of modulars in his new office. Put a lot of stuff in public storage. He paid me $120. Then he gave me a fairly new printer, a CPU with a very pretty case (made in '96 though. lol), a monitor that I'm pretty sure is broken, a keyboard, a mouse, and a 72-inch pull-down projector screen(for when I get my projector so I can play my games on the ceiling), and a little low-torque hand-drill. He didnt't have enough space for the stuff, so whenever I'd ask "Where do you want this?" he'd tell me to keep it. lol. I'm probably gonna end up selling everything but the projector screen anyway. Oh, he gave me an office chair, too. My mom BOUGHT it from me for $30. It confused me, but I didn't complain. :)
My dad got his fistular done same day. They crossed a vein with an artery in his arm in preparation for dialysis in case of rejection.
Now that my job is over, anyone wanna hang out?!
|Wednesday, July 26th, 2006|
I finally got to work with the Circuit Overseer!!!!
|Tuesday, July 25th, 2006|
Went to the doctor's office with my mom. Turns out I have ANOTHER benign, selv-resolving disease. I think that's funny.
I went and met my sister's cat today! Her name is Aiden and she's a huntress. *purrrr* lol. She pounces and play bites peoples extremities; mainly hands. If you stand while talking with someone and you happen to gesture, she'll come out of nowhere and pounce on your moving hand. If you walk to fast she'll pounce on your feet. If you dangle a string or one of her toys, she goes for the hand that's holding it. lol. I LOVE HER! I'll try to remember to get video next time I go over there.
We got a postcard from Arianna. Turns out she's been in Traverse City at Interlocken(I think that's how it's spelled).
I feel as docile as a moo-cow!
|Sunday, July 23rd, 2006|
In light of Ted's Hindu(i?) weekend, I figured I'd start by relating my new friendship with a Hindu(i?) woman and her children. The little girl's name is A(h?)k(h?)shi(i?)ta and the little boy's name is Avinosh. The mother has a native Indian name, but the Sister she's studying with just calls her Marta, so we all do. I think her real name actually atarts with an "r". Anyway, the kids are really well behaved. Kasmin has a study going with Avi. I got to sit in on it once because he needed someone who was baptized to open and close the study in prayer. lol. I made him do the closing one anyway. We've known each other for about a month now, but her husband in Georgia has finally found a job. They are moving down there pretty soon, I think. Oh, well. We'll probably meet in the next convention. :)
Here's a shock(not really, though): For the past 5 or 6 years, my mom has been losing her love for my dad. I can't really blame her, but that's still really sad to watch. She told me last week like I hadn't noticed. lol. But that's okay. She's still decided to uphold the sacred institution until he goes(soon). I'm proud of her. And now I feel closer to her. Now that Kimberly is gone, it's just me and my mommy waiting for my daddy to die.
My mother's boss(also a Sister) gave us a large Ziplock bag full of smaller Ziploc bags filled with taquitos. I had to laugh for a very long time. I'm actually enjoying one of the smaller bagfulls right now. Mmm-mmm, good.
Mom tried to set me up with a handsome young Sister named Jasmine who's congregation shares our Hall. She was trying so hard! I just hugged her and told her that I was happy with what I had now and set my palm on the top of her head and said "*click*". Then I walked away. lol. She's just afraid that I'll end up dropping my religion for a relationship with someone outside of it like my sister. I'm getting used to reassuring her with a funny little tone of voice I developed just for that purpose.
Still haven't taken my written driver's test, so segment 1 is still incomplete. Bleah.
I learned to kick well with my left leg! Whoo!
If anyone gets time, they should check out "pure pwnage". lol. I subscribed to the podcast.
I haven't been getting out much. But I did get my bike fixed! I even paid a little visit to Ted last Thursday on my way to someone else's house.
What time does everyone wake up? I have been getting up consistently at 1:00pm every day.
|Saturday, July 15th, 2006|
Yesterday, today, and tomorow is our anual convention. Wonderful stuff! From 9:30am-5:00pm all about the Bible. No, I'm not being sarcastic. There were about 4,000 brothers, sisters, and visitors the first day. I saw Breanna(who I normally see every few days, but haven't recently b/c of driving school), Brianna(Garrett), Justin(Hare), Janice, Harry, and Hank. It turns out that one of my trainers from the programming thing I was in is a Witness and was helping another one of my trainers study to become one. She got baptized today(but I MISSED IT because I was assigned to be an attendant in the southern corridor). I got looks from ALL of the sisters from age 2 to age 60. lol.
|Tuesday, July 11th, 2006|
Mommy is a match with daddy, so she's going to be the donor. Sometime in the future, I'm am going to be needing rides to places from EVERYONE. Just a heads-up!
|Friday, June 30th, 2006|
If Fryman still checks, he will be delighted to know that I need to know VB.NET. Shut up.